The Journey

Heyyoo. Okay. As usual.. #TypicalNurMarhaIrdina .. I'm staying up late again. Well, I was playing some games with this 'gamer' and unfortunately I lost the game. Quite Frustrating T_T but, I won't give up. I will beat your high scores one day. I will. Oh yeah, you know who you are. Hahaha :D   OK. The main thing is actually, I want to tell you guys that me and my family are going to Saudi for Umrah soon. Very soon in fact. I've been there a couple of times. Alhamdulillah. Never thought of getting a chance to go there at this age, so yeah I'm very grateful for that. Thank You Allah :) Even though I've been there a couple of times, this time would probably be much more exciting than before. Why? Because I have my special guests this time and they're MY GRANDPARENTS. This is their second time going to Makkah, if I'm not mistaken the last time they went was to perform their Hajj and I think that was like in 2006/2007.   And speaking of my grandparents. My grandma had once told me that one of her dream when she was a little girl was to travel by car to Makkah for Umrah, but as she discovered the world map, she never thought it would be possible. And today, alhamdulillah we have been given the chance to fulfill her dream as the journey to Makkah by car will begin shortly. In Shaa Allah. May Allah ease everything.  

I'm Back !

Goodness me, it has been ages! Well, a year could count as ages as well right? Can lahh. Hehehe. Owh yeah, what has been ages? *Sneeze* This blog has been filled with dusts. I haven't post anything since last year. My last post was exactly on the 12th December 2012. To be honest, as I grow up, there is so little free time for me to do stuffs.  *YEA RIGHT DINA.* Well, there's quite a lot of spare times actually. However, I've got to use those spare times 'wisely'. So, I don't really have much time to update my blog and stuffs.  *SO 24/7 ON FACEBOOK, TWITTER AND INSTAGRAM ARE ACTUALLY A WISE WAY TO USE YOUR TIMES??!?!* Okay, I admit it I've wasted a lot of times on all of those social network mentions above and I actually have well..quite a lot of free times but I just can't be bother to update my blog. Why should I anyway? But oh well I just think that in the future, it would be great to read back all these things I've posted. Right?  Anyway, heyy it's pretty late now. Wait, did I say 'pretty' late? No manh. It's actually absolutely LATE. It's already 5:03 am in Qatar right now. Oh yeah, we are still having our holiday and that's why I transform into an owl. If you know what I mean. Kihkihkih. O m to the g, I just remember that Mama had already ordered me to wash the dishes before she went to sleep. So, yeah I've got a lot of things to do. In Shaa Allah, I'll write again soon. There's so much things to write about, but not now. Gotta go. Assalamualaikum :)

New Year, New Resolution!:)

Hey. WHUT, time flies so fast. Today, it's the 1st January of 2013. Can you believe that? it's 2013. Because I can't.. *slapping my face*. Hehe. By the way today is the first blank page of a 365 pages book. WRITE A GOOD ONE!:) Many things happened on the previous year, 2012. Some are sad and some are happy. But c'mon! That's LIFE..Alhamdulillah, only Allah knows how I feel right now, knowing that He still give me the chance to still breathing right now! Thank you Allah:') By the way, common things that people do every new year is setting a new GOAL or what we called Resolution. Hurm, so I have my own resolution as well.

• To be a better person (not a different person) 
• Study Hard (there's a big test next year, YR9)
• To make my family proud of me
• Khatam Al-Quran
• To pray on time
• To be a good friend
• To be a solehah daughter
• To be a role-model for my brothers
• To seek for His blessing

Those are all that I could think. InsyaAllah ^_^

Berat Hati.

Ya Allah, terasa cepat sungguh masa berlalu. hari Khamis -13|09|12- cukup 2 bulan Dina, Mama dan adik2 tinggal di Malaysia. :( hanya Engkau yang mengetahui perasaan ini Ya Allah...

Berat hati ini, nak meninggalkan Malaysia.Tambahan pula, hanya sekali dalam setahun dapat pulang ke Malaysia.
Bertambah berat hati ini, nak meninggalkan rumah tempat ku membesar.Rasanya perit sangat, andai aku boleh bawak rumah ni pulang sekali.
Lagi berat hati ini, nak meninggalkan ahli keluarga lain yg tersayang.Lebih sukar rasanya nak meniggalkan Tok yg masih lagi dalam keadaan yg kurang sihat.

❥ | N M I B S | ❥

Pendirian Yang Tak Tetap.

kadang-kadang dina sendiri tak tau apa yg dina nak jadi. which means dina tak tau kemana hala akan dina tuju. dalam kata singkatnya, dina tak dak cita-2. dina tak dak pendirian yg tetap (bak kat Mama). tapi maksud dina takdak lah dina ni tak bercita-2 langsung.cita2 tu ada tapi selalu bertukar-2. dina ingat lagi, masa umur 5-6 tahun tu. masa sekolah Tadika Al-Fathonah. cita2 dina nak menjadi seorang -architec-. hahaha, bila cakap pasal tadika. ada satu perkara yg insyaAllah sampai bila2 akan segar dalam ingatan.

then, masa masuk umur 7 tahun. cita-2 dina bertukar kepada -doktor- rasanya. masa tu tiba2 nk jadi doktor sbb mama la nak sangat dina jadi doktor nanti. pastu masa umur 8-11 tahun cita2 dina semua berdasarkan business. sbb dina macam berminat tengok family dina yg semuanya ada business masing2. tapi sekarang ntah la. takdak cita-2 dah.

tapi apa yg dina tau dina nak berjaya di dunia dan akhirat. dan mendapat keredhaan Allah s.w.t dan kedua ibu bapa dina. insyaAllah besar sikit lagi nanti, dina dapat la kot ilham nak bercita2 apa. hehehe doa-2 kan lah dina yaaa. Assalamualaikum:)

♥ |N M I B S| ♥

Why didn't I realize?!

Hi! Kayy How do I start my essay?? Essay?? Haha no Laah :D

Hurmm..
I spend my life in quite many different countries and states..
But only in Two different schools in 2 different countries..
And it is quite upset me, that every time I got new friends and we started to be so closed,
I have to move to other places, countries, states and what so ever.. :(
Sometimes I'm kind of giving up of this -moving- life..
I'm feeling like me & my family living in an air plane..yeah I mean like we can just move anywhere we want, to any countries we want...( >.< )
I feel like I'm the most unlucky person :\

But actually I didn't realize that I'm lucky that what I thought (Astaghfirullah)..I just realize that there are a lot more people in this world that has never get to feel boarding the air plane and just stay in the same country and also never seeing the the other countries..Ya Allah why I still don't know how to be grateful to You..I have everything that I need!! But I'm still being so greedy! Thank You for everything Ya Allah..Thank You for giving me:

~ A fabulous MoM
~ An amazing DaD
~ An incredibly awesome Brothers
~ Caring friends
~ A happy family
~ Spectacular aunties and uncles
~ Wonderful grandparents
~ Best teachers

most of all - THANK YOU ALLAH FOR GIVING ME A
CHANCE TO TASTE THIS TEMPORARY LIFE!

This Feeling :'-\

I'm getting older now,

No longer a child,

Not yet an adult,
But a girl trying to carve a path for herself

Sometimes a silent tear fall from my eyes
As I fell on my knees and cry
No one can see the pain that filled my life
Because it doesn't show in my eyes

Sometimes I feel bad of myself..
When every bad things that happen between me with someone,
They must put a blame on me,
They just judge by what they see,
They don't know what I'm feeling inside,
They don't realize how much I hurt deeply inside my heart hearing their harm words,
I just don't really like to tell people about my feelings,
I always keep it there and it really hurts..

Why must put a blame on me?
Am I that bad?
They only hear her/his story but they don't even wanna hear my story..


Sometimes I feel like I'm living all alone in this world.....
But when I think about Allah,
When I remember that He is there,
That He is watching me all time,
That He is testing me to be a better person,
I always stand up again,
And this time I stand up again for the sake of Allah......... =)