This Feeling :'-\

I'm getting older now,

No longer a child,

Not yet an adult,
But a girl trying to carve a path for herself

Sometimes a silent tear fall from my eyes
As I fell on my knees and cry
No one can see the pain that filled my life
Because it doesn't show in my eyes

Sometimes I feel bad of myself..
When every bad things that happen between me with someone,
They must put a blame on me,
They just judge by what they see,
They don't know what I'm feeling inside,
They don't realize how much I hurt deeply inside my heart hearing their harm words,
I just don't really like to tell people about my feelings,
I always keep it there and it really hurts..

Why must put a blame on me?
Am I that bad?
They only hear her/his story but they don't even wanna hear my story..


Sometimes I feel like I'm living all alone in this world.....
But when I think about Allah,
When I remember that He is there,
That He is watching me all time,
That He is testing me to be a better person,
I always stand up again,
And this time I stand up again for the sake of Allah......... =)

Yang lepas tu lepas lah :')

Hye peeps! Sehat? Dina Alhamdulillah okay je. Errr actually dah tak tau nak tulis ape, ni pon main tekan-tekan je tau.Hehe, okay memandangkan tak tau nak tulis ape. Ape kata Dina cerita je pasal "Yang lepas tu lepas lah". Okeh-okeh?? Mula-mula Dina nak tanya ni, korang pernah tak rasa tak kuat untuk melalui ujian yang menimpa korang? Err mesti pernah kan? So, kalau korang rasa centu Dina ada three solutions. Senang ajek,
1) Berdoalah kepada yang Maha Mengetahui iaitu Allah S.W.T. Mohon lah petunjuk dari-Nya. Mohon lah Dia tunjukkan jalan yang benar buat diri mu. Mohon lah kekuatan dari-Nya untuk melalui ujian yang juga datang dari-Nya. Insya-Allah doa mu bakal di makbul kan.
2) Said this to your self :"Wahai diri yang lemah dan kerdil disisi Allah, kuatkan lah semangat mu! Yang lepas tu lepaskan lah. Sama lah macam perasaan tu. Lepaskan lah perasaan itu wahai diri. Walau pun mungkin engkau rasa engkau adalah orang yang paling terluka. Tapi engkau salah wahai diri, sememangnya engkau tak. Masih ada orang yang lebih terluka dari diri mu. Wahai diri, ini adalah ujian dari Allah s.w.t. Selagi dia memberi engkau ujian, bersyukurlah kerana itu tanda Allah masih sayangkan engkau. Kuatkan lah iman untuk melalui ujian-Nya ini Wahai Diri! Sesungguhnya Allah menguji kita kerana Dia tahu kita boleh laluinya."
3) Berusaha sedaya-upaya untuk menyelesaikan/melalui masalah itu dengan sabar dan tabah.
Try la! Dina suggest ajek. Sebab Dina pon pernah buat camni. Okay lah bye sayang-sayangku. Assalamualaikum. Panjang umur jumpe lagi di lain entry :]

Ya Allah kenapa aku boleh terpikir macam tu?

Hye peeps!
Semalam Dina and some other people pegi tengok Dolphin kat DWS punya beach. Masa naik boat and tengok laut, Dina rasa macam nak terjun je dalam laut. Nak tahu sebab apa? Hanya kerana satu ujian Allah yang Dina dah tak sanggup nak lalui. Hanya kerana kawan yang Dina tak tahu dah nak jaga hatinya atau nak berbaik ngan dia semula. Hanya sebab tu, Dina boleh terpikir nak bunuh diri. Astagfirullahalazim. Tapi nasib baik Dina boleh control diri Dina dari bisikkan syaitan. Alhamdulillah. Tapi serius tahap kesabaran Dina dah hampir hilang masa dalam boat tu. Takpe lah nak buat macam mana kalau Dina ni ditakdirkan buat salah and kena marah je kan :|

Kbye~ Assalamualaikum. Thank You for reading :-)

Just Can Be Patient ,,,,,

Hello!
Assalamualaikum.

Life is really-really unexpected.
I just asking,not attack.
I won't tell who is the people that said I attacked her/him at her/him blogger.
I won't tell you because people have their own privacy.
Maybe I just tell people that I comfortable to share with.
This word "because people have their own privacy"
make me always control my anger feelings
for not disclose personal information of a person.
Such as her/his name,age and others.

Her/him blog is so cute.
I loves it.
( look!! even I getting mad with her/him but I still telling the truth
that I loves her/his blog )
She/he like to share a tutorials
for blogger people at her/him blog.
I mean people that like to bloggering or edit blog.
I ASK her/him at her/him shoutmix box
or chat box for easily you to understand.
I ASK "hmm awk mmg x izinkan org copy..code yg ade kat blog awk ke?
habis watpe kasi code?"
For whom not understand malay or shortform here is translator for you.
" hmm actually,does you don't allowed people to copy..code at your blog?
so why you give the code?"
"hmm awak memang tak izinkan orang salin..kod yang ada dekat blog awak ka?
habis buat apa bagi kod?"
I know my words looks like I want to attack her/him.
But that's not what I mean.
I know this is just a small problem.
So,I don't want to make it big and long story.
I just end there and not debate or said something that
makes this small problem getting bigger.
I just send her/him message at facebook and try to explained her/him
what actually I mean.
I'm not saying he/she wrong and I'm also not saying I'm true.
Just Allah understand me.

For MISS DOTDOTDOT (he/she/him/her) please forgives me
if I'm wrong and don't worried I had thrown all my anger feelings to you
and I already forgives you.Truly Allah is forgivesness.
Let alone,I'm just the weak peoples.

Whatever,had been in my lifes..LIFE GOES ON before
I blowing my last breath.. :')
Thank you for reading.. :)